Fear! Mind boggling.....heart stopping....breath hitching....all consuming fear....fear that makes you want to cry.....gnash you teeth...rip your heart out....anything that will stop it.....fear that has no faith behind it to control it...watch over it.....fear.....that fears nothing...such fear...such weakness....
Fear..such fear...on a day when you should be rejoicing...when everyone around you expects it to be the happiest day of your life....where everyone around you is celebrating and expects you to be at the fore and do so too.....such fear and you are dancing and smiling when all you want to do is cry....cry till it pours out of you...but can't. Fear where you have no one else to listen to you....when you are afraid to be judged....and mistaken and so you have to hide it..... fear...and no faith....
